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Light Exposure (The Dream Saint)

Light Exposure (The Dream Saint)



By Joshua Kawase


In the cavern below the azure fields

A fissure long concealed by me

My starlight captured the dreams below the firmament

I thought her prison permanent

She disagrees


Light exposure in enclosures for the saint

Her restraint to close the blooms

For some far off endeavor

She said to wait - “you rush so quickly to ascend,

“You hunt for ends, but still I hope

“You don’t give up forever”


I divested myself when you protested

Call it my reprieve from despair

My disenchantment rotted rather deeper

Blights beyond their keeper taint the air


Cold exposure to enclosures full of fears; 

“When hope nears, you run away.

“You think that you can’t have it.

“Don’t abandon me to be a god above.

“Don’t remove your chance at love,

“as if you didn’t want it.”


Bathe nascent daydreams,

now they’re few, lily blue, wet with dew. 

Maybe they’ll outdo what you thought you knew. 


Ok, I’ll try, with butterflies again, acquainted

In groves so tainted by my shame 

I never thought to share

Now I desire all the dreams that I retired

Now I feel a winsome ache 

I surely cannot bear


Bathe nascent daydreams,

now they’re few, lily blue, wet with dew 

Maybe they’ll outdo what you thought you knew

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